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2011-08-24T09:11:00.003-07:00

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2011-01-06T00:10:00.000-08:00

Im at work currently. Ive changed to a new post, From Admin Assistant to Sales Admin cum Receptionist. Im working close with the boys now no more handling money or accounts. *smiles* The past few days I had a hard time at work due to some arguments but righht now ist all fine, PERIOD. Boss is overseas now. *smiles*

Things are just fine, back to my busy-work-cum-first attitude. Back to lesser social life? Hope i can balance it up. Home? Things are alil bit hard in there. Mom has been having problems with my descipline and conduct as she has also been complaining to my Brothers. This Saturday I'll have to meet my Brother THIS IS NOT GOOOD, REALLY NOT GOOD. Im so not looking forward for this at all. As i look at it my family became more conservative when i already turned to my legal aged and also know that I already owned a boyfriend. Pffft! They're just over reacting yeah? Hope things will be okay after Saturday.

MyHoney's are back to school. My Nana Menjeng's big day will be 16/7/2011. Ohh i Forgot! HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEEEEHEARTS! Silently my this new blog has turned to 1 year old blog yeah ? HAHA. Not to forget my old private blog is 5 years old? Wow! Amazing! Its 2011 people! New resolutions? Nope lah. i dont wana make one. I'll make one along the way. Me & him are preety goood as usual. His sisters are back in Singapore already. Oke lah, met the twins once. I didnt talk as much cos there's nothing to talk about. Oke, I cant blog much. GTG! stay tune.....

2010-12-20T22:41:00.000-08:00

Hi, Its Tuesday and Im NOT at work. Dont bother asking why ayte. I just dun wana talk about it. Just that shits happens, yes THANKS TO MY TEMPEREMENTAL HOT HEADED HEAD that spoils, yet things triggers me. Oke, LETS GET BACK TO SQUARE ONE AND FIND A NEW JOB? Shall i ? I shall babyy! I wnat $$$$$, i wana shop and shop pamper myself with shopping gooods that pleases me that makes me smile as much. I really loved my work place I do. I tressure each and everyone there and that I includes my dearest Boss. Shit happens, NO turning back? I dont really think so yeah? I just hope Synergy Avl propers and succeed real far, as they're capable. Nice working enviroment. No regrets being there, I shall take all best happening memorable memories with me that will leave me smiling. *smiles & tears*

Anywayssss, MyHoney's Daya & Lubie are overseas, one is in KL & one is in Bali. Yes, Im lonely, life is meaningless and boring without them as they're my life & soul. Habibi Hubby's twin sisters & Mom are back in Singapore, things will slowly starts changing. *roll eyes* Lets hope we can get along well orytes? My Baby Wifey Nana Menjenngg is all happy and smiling, I Thanks Allah SWT for showering her so much of happiness. I just want her to be happy and smiling. When Im down she's always there plus she's a nice Human Being. Oke, I thinks that's it? That's all for updates ? Havent plan for my New Year yet.

2010-12-11T23:34:00.000-08:00

Sunday afternoooon Everyone! HeyHey! Seems happy aint i? Hmm.... Ive been real ass sick. Yes! Aint joking, In & Out of Hospital & Polyclinic isnt funny. Such a waste of time, energy and money. Though, some of it my Company paid for it. I wana recover fast so that I can continue with my activities such as Karoke & Clubbing!!!! Oke oke, shssuuushh it Honey! Work is always the same, just that things are abit out of hand here and there yet its still managable, PERIOD!

My social life? I cant say anything since the day Im sick Ive not been going out MC for total of 7 days? Yes! Pathetic! I know!

I just wana keep myself to my Loved ones as well as my gunuine friends rather than friends who pretend to care yet make my story into a gossip section. You know who you are.

About me and my Habibi, still as the same. No change! :) mwahs!

toooodlessss!

2010-11-30T04:41:00.000-08:00

Heylooo sweeeet people and nasty kpo people! Im back for blogging. Ive been slacking alots when it comes to my work life. ahaks! I dont why. Aint that hard worker no more. I used to go to work no matter how sick i am. Hence, work is still as fun as I know.

My family wise, things are fine. We has family day at home last Sunday. House was choatic due to my lovlies and darlings nephew and nieces. I had a gooood time though they are preeety much noisy and naughty. I sayaaang my family. MORE family days pleaseeee???

Here comes myHONEY's. Meet up with Daya & Lubie, as they slept over at my place on Sunday. Yeah, movie marathon. About my Habibi Hubby, yesyes always fighting but things always cool down and back to our sweeet moments. He fed me at the coffee shop though there's people watching. I refused to eat if he didnt fed me. So he did ! Sweet isnt it? He does all he could just to put a smile on my face. He spend endless cash on me, Like OMG! Im just happy with him.
Love ya always, 2 YEARS AND MANYMANYMANY MOREEE YEARS TO COME HABIBI!

2010-11-20T08:10:00.000-08:00

Weekends are here babies!!!! Happening isnt it??? Im just so happy, Im been showered with endless Love by Habibi. Always beeen there, lesser fights ( there is still but NOT as bad as last time). More quality time. We already start planning for our future. As you all can see the picture below, we both purchased couple's ring & necklace. Its beautiful isnt it? We both never owned any thing like this in our previous. So yeah, day & night Im wishing that Let Him Be My Last, I dont wana loooose him. Love you Habibi.

My family is fine thank you. Things are oke, just a lil touch up here and there. Between me & Big Brother, soon will be better. Just show him that Im in a right path and all. I need to brush so much. Prove him that Im in a right track and hands of my Habibi, Im sure things will turn out alright.

Here comes my work, oke lah but just busy-ier than ever. Typical lah right? Im enjoying but Im looking forward for a higher pay. Im planning for an engagement early 2011, so I need my financial to be sufficient. :)

I love my weekends.
Nights Loves !

2010-11-16T19:39:00.000-08:00

Chhhhhaakkkaabuuummmmbummm! Miss Me? Ahaks ! Its been suchaaa long time since I update yeah? Alott has happened. Both Goood an dad, changes here and there, family friends and loved ones. I can specifically list everything here isnt it?

Im still strong with my work place, as Ive mentioned Im emotionally attached to that work place. Dont really have much heart to leave that place. Nevertheless, at that work place someone is jealous of me. nyet! Kental lah lu! Hence, its the past.

Now, Mom found out about my smoking habits and yes Its a big huuuhaaa! Its so chaotic that we didnt even face each other for about 2 weeks ? Now we're oke since its Hari Raya Haji. I'll be taking up my Diploma in Communication Management. Its at Kaplan. About my fees, I hadnt decide yet.

Here comes my Boyfriend; My Habibi. Oh My .. he's changed. Alot! Awhole lot!!!! He's change into a better person and Boyfriend. Temendous changed. Went out on a date on 16 Nov 10. It was our very 1st date after 2 years being together. We'll have MORE upcoming dates. Im supersuper happy. OhOh ! Habibi has met Mom also.

OKE TILL HERE BABIES!
TOODLES!

2010-10-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging. Its seems that Ive commit myself to my job huh? Staying late, overtime even though no pay extra? Damn! Boss must appreciate me as how much Im loyal to my company. Better appreciate me, oke Boss! Blueks! I sometimes HATE my boss terribly that I curse and swear as how he shouts at me. I mean i know its part and parcel of working life. Ive yet to muster that professional working ethics in me yet. Im learning though.... I wana develope that Working attitude aethics. Really, Big Time! Now i see changed on the way i work just that when boss arrived to the office i began to be a KANCHIONG SPIDER. haha. Though pay is NOT hight aty all, im gaining experience, its a good exposure though back then i did my nursing. 3/4 time spend on work. I need my ass to move around and see the world. Ive been ONLY sopping online. Really. Only stops and blazers. i need to get myself, new watch, new pair and manymany shoes, bags, bla bla bla. Woman never get statisfy with shopping. Really. i cant simply control my online shopping habits. I still keep track of what i spend. My wallet full of Invoices. Damn! Girl Invoice. haha.

Enough about work. My social life? Its been weeks since I met myHoney's. Miss them lot's! I really mean lot's!!!!! Sorry Daya for what has happened between you and make. I'll make it up to aytes, Call me me sooon as my texts and calls you didnt reply. Its oke, i shall give you time. *smiles* You know I loved you alot! A WHOLE LOTTT!!! Lubie, i miss you tooo also oke ! Babi! meet me soooon. Love ya ! Annas is lost at his own world.

My Boyfriend Syed ManBai. haha. He's back In Spore today at 8.45am. I didnt meet him today. Yes, just by today he said Ive changed. Oh Boy! There are sooOOoooooOOoo many changes in me that you've yet to realise cos I aint that Kiddoh old HoneyBai. Ive changed... really i do. My perspective changed, my looks changed, maybe my heart has changed? Tooooo early to say as my heart still has you in it. 2 months is really looong time. Things has to changed lah baby. I cannot be stuck with the DAMN old blooody rule you gave me and boss me around. Ive stand my ground, I know where i stand now. That you rule you said to me " IF YOU WANT ME BARE WITH ME, ITS MY WAY OR NO WAY, CANT HANDLE IT F**K OFF". Oh huneybunney, Lets see til, where that quotes stays with you as when im still here with you. ;) .

Ive said my piece. Till than ....

ToOoOOoOoOOoOoOoOoOooOoOodles.

2010-10-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

ahaks ! my black hair days.. this is so last summre picture. Oke, Ive been spending NON STOP on shopping. Been shopping alot and yes mostly online. Im so not gona saved. Its rather tight. Today I just purchased MAC compact and soon i'll turn into a materialistic bitch. Tsktsk! My eyes just cant stop looking and hands cant stop taking out money. Mom's dept ive yet to clear! GgRRGGGrRRR!! My Bank left with 20 bucks. tsktsk! Im sooo rabak. Anyways my pay has bene increased for about $100. DONT HAVE TO KNOW HOW MUCH I GET OKE! not toooo much of info babies. sorry.

Besides my shoppaholic habbits, Ive been doing all great at work, still getting yelled at from Boss and politics here and there yet I still managed cos Ive fallen in love with my work place. PERIOD. Ive actually gave my Boss resignation letter twice but nyekk!! I sayang my office manymany. Really! Im hoping to strive hard so that I have some importance in there. Im learning .. slowly .. though admin is NOT my cup of tea but yess step by step i shall get used to it.
I have many many plans in mind to help my Boss grows and Ive already start doing it just have NOT told Boss about it. I wana give it sometime as He's Nott That Nice to me.

After 2 weeks, finally I met my Dayah. Went Tampines Mall to get my MAKE UP and hair cream and altered my dress and some tops. Not much updates, been over timed for the entire week, so im superduper shagged. Really. I missed my babes, frequent outings, sheesha, staying at home, late nights calls and bla bla bla. But i love my working life. THhough tiring, but Im shopping big time!!!! hahahahahahhahahaa!
My Habibi is coming back this end of the month. Finally I can cuddle him to my arms. What else ? Oh yes, Boss getting an award this Thrusday at Ritz Carlton Hotel. Im going, so im having a hard time deciding what to wear.

2010-10-20T05:04:00.000-07:00

Hello readers! Miss me ? Haha! Ive been missing preeety long isnt it? Hmm ... so manymany juicy stories lah. What to do? Ive dedicated my time and heart for my job. I know LAME but maybe im turning into a WORKERHOLIC???? I suck at Admin seriously, its something out of my category. Im a nurse lah shit! Being a nurse is MUUCCCH MORREEE better and easier than being an Admin Girl. I swear it is! Nursing is so documented, is very precised and also its very specific, surrounded by Protoco. In admin what protocol to follow? Damn! Take instruction verbally NOT documented than kena scolding. Bodoh! Anyways, im too attached to my work place. Really.. the enviroment is very ooOoOOlalalalaah, its alil bit scandalous. AHAKS!

Oke.. some updated stuffs... errr... Celebrated my Birthday and my SweeetLove's birthday is in 2 days time plus his time in India are limited as by end of the month he'll be back. Hmm .. what else?? I duno lah.

Oke.. actually as im typing this im at work. At 8.12pm im still at work, SEE!!! IM SO HARD WORKING!!!!! hehehehehehheheheee !

2010-09-23T05:56:00.000-07:00

Not much of upates yeah, cos my time has all been wasted with work. This is the only time i got with myHONEY's. This is alsoo because i have Changi General Hospital appointment. If not I dont have a single time to spent. We went to CGH for my appointment than head to Arab streeet got my Nasi Ayam Goreng with Sambal then head to Amerali for sheesha than head home. Im on MC for today and tomorrow. Im blooody hell sick and my boss thinks Im faking it? What the hell???? I am seriously sick for God's sake. Heartless people still exist. *shakeheads* This Saturday will be heading Raya outing with my secondary school friends. I hope It will happen. I'll be getting my KHACHINNGGSS soon but i dont think i have enough for shopping. My mobile phone bills is like $298 ? I need to pay daddy $300? My mom $ 300 ? Its all gone ? shit mucch!

For my sweeetlove. Im adapting that he's NOT here in Singapore with me. In fact Im all happy and i dont have to worry as much. I have my reasons. I dont mind him staying there for another 1 year ?? HAHAHAHAHAHAAA ! nyets ! But I misss him soooOoOoOOOOOoOOoo muccch! No words to describe how much i missed him okie?

2010-09-16T16:33:00.000-07:00

Heyloooo Gooooooood Morning!!!! Long time ehk I last blogged? As i mentioned earlier below on the post Im busy working. nyetnyet! Anywayss, Hows raya for you guys? Im hope its a joyful one yeah? Mine is .... errr..... NO FEEELING ???? O_o as i didnt went out at ALL! Like seriously, from the first day till now i didnt even visit my aunt's and uncle's house. They came over instead. Gooood ehk? Awesome I know. Soon I have to go to my Big brothers houses to take my raya money.
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Work? Still awesome lah but responsibility is getting heavier and me getting more pissed ? I guess? I dont know. Dont ask. But professionally work wise can be a bitch at times but when it comes to jokes, its GREAT! Now that my Boss is back noMORE partyy and dancing in the office. Hmm..... -_- .

MyHoney's? yeah beeen meeting, planning for a raya outing.

MySweeeeetLove, been always the same. SweeetSweeeet talking here and there, romance here and there. But still HE'S THE ONE I REALLY LOVED !

*smiles*

2010-09-09T21:31:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA BABIES, SWEETIES, HUNNEY'S, DARLINGS, STALKERS!

Though, I know it wont enjoyed it as much as how i used. Plus i Raya solo lah beybeh's. As you all can see my Sweeet Love is celebrating it at India with His Mom's side. Something Im not please about as he's far from me.

To People who knew or Dont know about me or Even associate with me, I wana ask for forgiveness. Knowingly or UNKNOWINGLY ive hurt, or cause any damage or whatso ever lah, i asked for forgiveness.

Specically for my Sweeet Love;
*salam cium tangan* I tau i banyak sala, i banyak maki hamun, banyak kasi eu sakit hati lah senang cakap. I harap you boleh maafkan i ehk? Veryvery soon kita bina hidop baru same. I sayang you banyak banyak ehk b ? *cium dahi*

Specifically for 'him'
*salam cium tangan* I noe i made alot of false promises which i end up breaking it all together with your heart. Upon receiving your unexpected card i felt so freaking guilty and it makes me feeel soooo bad ! With this festive season; Mintah maaf banyak. Ampum lah dosa dosa yang i telah bikin terhadap diri you"

2010-09-04T21:28:00.000-07:00

Annas! Where the hell are you ???? MIA nampak? My bFF here missing. Opppss ! Where has he been? He's unreachable, and i mean it. Yeah, understood that he has hectic shedule but yet that dosent give him aby reason not to call us or drop an sms right?

Anywayssssss, Ive got my KAAACHINGSSSS alreadyyy!!!!! wooohooooO!!! Halfed way done my hair with my hair treatment and also hair trimmed, LOVE IT! later i will be highlighing my hair.... oooLaLaLaah!
Hari Raya is this Friday which is in another 5 days? and ive yet to get my outfit. Plus Im not even panicking. I didnt shopped as much. Really. Cos my kAAAACHINGSSS isnt enough. Next month maybe?

Back to my Sweeeeeeeeet Love! Been talking to him eveyday! Every night, its just as same as him in Spore just that no meet ups. Things are fine. yeaah, i Miss him. I think I'll get over it sooon, i hope. *smiles*

Work is also great, always go to wrk with a smiling face. Always laughing and yeah happy. Work just simply occupy me. I sayang my work lah.

Oke peeeeepsss ! I wana go to my saloooon!
toooodles !

sweeetLove ooff to India

2010-08-31T08:56:00.001-07:00

Its 31st August 10. SweeetLove is already in India by now. Before taking off he called me 3 times and said ' i love you ' and the last call was "b, the airplane is taking off anytime now, wait for me ayte? " I had difficulty in replying cos i was crying like one mad woman and i can hardly speak. Emotional distresss ! I was in the bus on the way to work yeah. People were all loooking and i just cant pretend cos my emotions were to strong that they took over. While typing Im crying. Im so used to him by my side 24/7 though we fought most of the time but still.... he's always there. Now he's some far, far from my eyes and we can hardly communicate. It blooody hurts. Really. Im planning to keep myself at home ( most of time ), spent time with myHoney's at the places that ONLY sweeetLove allow and meeet my Nana Menjenngg anywhere. Other than that HOME. He'll be away for 60 damn blooody days. I loooked haggort ! Seriously.... Baby ... come home safely and asap. I cant go on crying each time i miss you. I already miss you like a thousand times and cried at the same time. I wont meeet any body else besides mentioned above so that there wont be any space for rumours. Im hoping that Sweeeet Love will call me sooooon, please baby, call me .

Its already 12.07 midnight now. I better be heading to be. Goood nights friends and specially for my beloved Sweeeet Love, ManBai *huggs&kisses* Love you angel eyes !

2010-08-28T20:55:00.000-07:00

HEYLOOOOO EVERYONE, FRIENDS, LOVED ONES & YESS! STALKERS! HALOO! Miss me ? why have i not been blogging ??? where have i been ? in some kinda trouble or what so ever? *laughs* Ive been all occupied with WORK sweeetie's. More over that its the fasting month and my sweeet Love is going away this Tuesday. That's me ! on top, DUUHH!! Healthy and kicking! Just that face, getting MORE AND MORE pimples, i look kinda haggard. Not looking as goood. Its oke, when Sweeeet Love is gone to India i shall stopped waering make up. Oh oh ! I will be doing my hair, treatment than highlights. NOT REBONDING lah ... wayy too mucch money. Ive LOST 5 kg !!!! Yiipiieee ! *jumps* Im 45 kg now. Seee ! Fasting month is a great help and so is my job. Basically im working office hours. Sunday OFF ! Great place. My first 4 days was all in fear. Im an admin assistant, i deal with paper work, simple accounting, banking etc.

The girl at the top with me, her name is MEL. Im her assistant. The first 3-4 days i was soooo freaking scared cos she's fierce lah. Scared get scolding. Afterall she's nice. Really nice. She's a friend of my NANA MENJENNGG. Put that aside, my Boss Mr Henry. He's nice too. He read my blogg the other day. OPPPSSS!! Its fine. Work is Work yeah? Working enviroment is also nice to work in.

NEXT ! Here comes myHONEY's. Nevertheless despite my busy hectic shedule I'll never forget or put aside myHONEY's. Its not easy to juggle work, family, friends and Sweeet Love all in one go. Its not. The 2 extra ladies is Daya's cousin from Dubai. Yap.. sheeesha and out's and geylang bla bla bla... :) They'll be in my priority list no matter what !

LAST BUT NOT LEASE HERE COMES MY SWEEEET LOVE. Its been long since i blogg. Ive lost count the days. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAA! We've been meeting almost everyday? As his days in Singapore are really limited, he's flying this TUESDAY. GGrRrRgGGRrr ! BITCCCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its oke, 2 months. I shall keeep myself very2 busy that i dont wana have time missing him cos when i start misssing him i'll turn insane. Seriously, Only him noes how insane i can be. Things are preeeety much fine now... We did talk things out, explaining and yeah. Things are much clearer now. Reaaalllyyyy ! He's sucha sweeetheart, not only him his DADDY is also superDUper sweeet. i saaaaaaaaaaaaaaayannnnnnnnng his daddy. In love, love is NOT alone enough. Now that Ive been this far, and building up my future with him that i just realise. I believe that we both are madly with eachother. With this LOVE our love foundation is strong and we can fight ever obsctacle. Im convinced. I just hope this 2 blooody months passed by quickly and nothing of any ill omen stuffs should happened. NO NO! I wont cheat him. Seriously... I wont. I shall occupy myself with work, myHONEY'S, my Nana Menjenngg, family. really really ... if there's a need, i shall overtime and when i reached home i'll be all shagged and head straight to bed.

There are manymany many MORE pictures... dont really have mucch time to update. Even in my facebook i dont upload. Im all shagged. stay tuned !!!!!

SHALL BE BACK AYTE ??

2010-08-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

First and foremost SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN. Give your all for this Ramadhan ayte. In a blink of an eye its already the 3rd day of Ramadhan. I havent waste any of it though, shukur alhamdullilah.

2ndly, All thanks to Allah & my wife Nana Menjengg that I finally found a job. Admin cum receptionist and I'll start this Monday. Where and how ? Dont be sucha stalker ayte to know everything in detailed. Oh yeahh, I will be working even on first day of Hari Raya. Having a job now means, transportation money, my handphone bills, everyday food basis are all on my own account now. Plus i had to start giving mom money. I hope she wont be demanding as I have to lot'sa lot'sa shopping !!!! weeeeee !!!!

Thirdly after 2o bloody days i finally met SweeetLove at his place together with his mom. We did have a quarrell, yelling, screaming, cursing but things are back to normal now. Things are still not sloved BUT we're still goood. Still holding on strong.

*winks*

stay tuned for more stories ayte ! Mwahs !

2010-08-03T02:24:00.000-07:00

I shall wrapped it up fast. Not in the mood to blog with details and pictures. Basically been busy with my family. Went to the Zoo, Singapore Flyers and bla bla. Yes ! Daddy Got me a new Digital Camera. Samsung 12 megapixel. Its red in colour. Im super happy for it. Thank You Daddy, I LOVE YOU MANY MANY. I shall update the pictures when i feel like it, those you has my facebook can view them there. Those who dosent the too bad. If those Ive rejected at facebook SORRY, CAUSE IT MEANS I DONT WANT YOU TO BE STALKING OR BEING NOOOSY ABOUT MY LIFE.

Today is the 14th day that I never meet my Sweet Love. He's busy with work while Im busy with Family. 8 MORE days to Ramadhan the Holy Fasting Month.
Sweeet Love faster meeet lah .. I wana focus and be all holy to collect as much goood deeds as possible. Love you sweeet Love ! *kisses*

2010-07-28T00:02:00.000-07:00

Nothing nice to update. That's why no updates ayeah. Make any sense? O_O . Just up's & down's with my boyfriend ManBai. As always .. i break down cry, scold, curse, apologise. Its part of the drama cycle. Still manage to get through. Now Ive made a stand still decision. Its either i trust him completely and shut my ears from everyone or i dont trust and leave me. So the decision is to TRUST MY MAN COMPLETELY AND SHUT MY EARS FROM OTHERS obviously. Loike duh!
On 26th July is my Bff Lubinanisha Bte Md Malik's Birthday. Its a HappyHappy LerpLerp Finally come 18th birthday. Yesyes! Age does grow, body grown fatter but sad ehk Lubie Maturity level still hasnt grown. Forever young ? haha. I love you. Yes! We were suppose to head to Nabins for Sheesha just myHoney's us 4 i meant. Nyekk! Our dearset toyboy Annas didnt make it and it was a last minute paitao call. whatever oke Annas. Thus, we went to Simpand Bedok to have Dinner. Just me, her, Daya. Its been weeks since us 3 or rather 4 morons met each other. All has their unique BIMBOTIC reasons. There's no new pictures. but yeahh! Goood news! Im getting a camera by today ! wooohooooo!!

An happy occasion to be shared ( for me lah joyful news ). My Nana Menjeng is BACK! Oke. I dont wana share what happened to her publicly. Is for us to know and you STALKERS to find out. Oh wait but make sure its the RIGHT TRUE story yeah? Cos listening to rumours aint healthy later PAISEY sendiri hor! Yap ! Listening to her voice just makes my heart calm. Love you Baby. I dont need to express my words of happiness and love for your come back cos its all in the heart oke MENJENGG!

2010-07-21T05:12:00.000-07:00

Life's been preeety much boring? Really.. I mean Im still jobless. I already sent my resume to various company and organisations. Plus Im waiting for my SPF result of my interview. Been real ass lazy nowdays. Ahaks ! I just got my iPhone exchanged! Like finally after 7 months with that pathetic phone. So I have to reformat every single thing. Lost all my SweetLove's Messages over the few months. Shit ! I swear Im upset about it! Tsktsk !

Mom been all cranky. She's having douts about Sweet Love. Why isnt he coming over to my place to meet my family and bla bla bla... I mean i dont want him to come as yet plus he isnt well prepared. Let him settle down with his Financial issues meet my parents and 3-4 months later we'll get engaged ? Besides I need to start work first isnt it? Plus he'll be away to India real soon. He wont be celebrating EID MUBARAK with me. *sad face*

2010-07-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

Im super ubberly awesomely happy! Spent my day with my SweeetSweeeet Love. I got no words to describe the happiness I had. Really! Thank You Baby ... Thank You sOOOOooOo muCch for today. I'll never forget ... ever ... Love You B.

Sooo as my BabyGirl FifieBaby insist me on updating i shall update yeah. Actually right there's nothing intresting in my life that has been going on. Really .. I aint Kidding. Only thing is that my The Love I had for my Sweet Love grows deeper and it shall never stop bloooming and growing. Its a really blissful Love. Yes, we do have our differences and flaws and that is the cause for our fights. Yes, we do have hugehiuge fights and onced i broke down real bad infront of him and he'll be annoyed and asked me to shut up.. bla bla bla. Yet we work our differences by either one of us giving in. Should give and take lah people say. I freaking Love my man lah. Aiiiyerr ... Normal lah to curse and swear at him when Im mad. But never onced i wana leave him. His flaws and negative-ness are the obstacle that we had to go through. I'll never wana loooose him. Ever and ever ... Sweeeets ! Love you deeper and deeper each day. I have no words for the love that i had for you in my heart. Its like no one else is in there. I rejected all the boys and I locked my heart just for YOU and I dont wished anyone to enter also. ONLY YOU SYED SULAIMAN. ~

Oke .. normal updates . Went shopping with my Sisi yesterday. I bought a whole lot of stuffs. satisfied.

2010-07-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

Today wasnt a bad day. Went out with my family. Got my self a heel and a bag. Both item cost me $69, Carles & Keith. More shopping stuffs coming up. *smiles*

I have to get something for Sweet Love before he flies off to India. Somethings that will remind me of him. What shall i buy ? Any ideas ?

Dearest Nana Manjeng,
where you baby? Worried sick about you? please message me as soon as possible. Sweeetie, Im misssing you. Im on my feet alone. I need you, plus I miss you. Where have you been leaving me like this ?!

2010-07-16T20:37:00.000-07:00

NANA MANJE . NANA SIDEK. Her birthday was yesterday. I didnt wished her on her facebook as I dont want to. Am really angry and frusfrated with her. Missing in Action all of a sudden not bothered calling or atlease a text message ? What the hell ? Calling me her bestfriend / wife when in the first place she dosent mean it ? Hence, I still have a place for her in my heart. I do remember it was her birthday yesterday.

Happy Birthday sweeetylicious! May all your wishes come through and Allah SWT showers you as much blessings that will keep you happy as your a gem of a person. A nice friend, bestfriend, devotee, girlfriend and the list goes on. I seriously love you Sweets. Please come back. Im worried sick about you.

2010-07-15T04:26:00.000-07:00

Im back from my SPF Interview. It was fine, If i get in 'happy' if i dont get Im WAYY HAPPY I guess ? I saw how short the girl's hair should be. I got the shock of my life. Having second though. Im so gona hide my face for 6 months if I get in. REALLY! I'll look super ugly.. There's only 2 girls including myself. I forgot her name, but she's nice. All I remember is she stays at Bedok and is from Bedok Town Sec. haha ! Hopeless ehk?

Im trying for Raffles Hospital tomorrow to send in my resume. Im so hoping for Raffles. IMH, my resume is under pending. :( honestly. Sad lah . Ohh ..... After sucha loooong months my dearest Auusie baby Andy Flynn went online. I was super happy plus he gave me a wonderful news that he's coming to Singapore. oooolahlahlah ...

Yesterday met SweeeetLove. He met me all the way from Toa PaYoh after his work ends at 5.30pm. How sweeet ... we did had a fight but always end things with coooling head, a kiss and hugg with the word I LOVE YOU. awww Baby ......

2010-07-12T21:25:00.000-07:00

IM SHORTLISTED FOR SINGAPORE POLICE FORCE SELECTION ASSESMENT ON 15 July 2010.

Its like this Thrusday. I have alot to do. I have to collect my ITE Leaving Certificate. I need to re-do my Birth Certificate. Oh Dear !
Please atlease let me get through this and let me settle down with my career.

much loved!

2010-07-11T01:02:00.000-07:00

Now the summary updates. Yesterday head to Tekka with Sweet Love together with his Mum&Dad which sooon to be my mom & dad in law. I had a blissful time. I got the chance the get to know his mom deeper. I mean more conversation. I think this is prolly my third time meeting his mummy? His Dad dont say ler... I met alot more. His Dad and me are KAMCHINHO beybeh! Steady baby one liao! haha . Excited kejap i.
When i reached home, haiiyaaa... i dont wana say it lah. Gimme heartache. Anyways I have a Goood News to share and also a bad news ( for me lah only lah ). The good news is WE ARE PLANNING FOR AN ENGAGEMENT PREETY SOON MAYBE BY DECEMBER THIS YEAR? The bad news is He'll be away to India by September / October and only be back by December? *sighs*
And Now i determined to work hard ( currently Im still Jobless ) for my engagment. My engagment will be a small affair. Like I prefer it to be small as I dont wana waste any money for engagemest as i wana save it for my wedding which is gona be a BIG ONE, I HOPE.

* TO OTHERS WHO IS SUCHA KPO ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND WHO HAS COLOURED HAIR AND EAR PIERCING PLEASE GET A LIFE. HE USED TO HAVE BOTH YET NOW HIS HAIR IS FU*KEN BLACK. DOSENT MEAN HE HAS BOTH HE IS A BAD PERSON. HE DOSENT DRINK OR TAKE DRUG UNLIKE SOME OF YOU DO. BEFORE TELLING MY MOM ANYTHING PLEASE REFLECT ON YOUR SON/DAUGHTER. Da tua tolong lah dusok rumah bace Yasin atau pun beramal ibadah takmo nak jage tepy kain orang oke jackos!

2010-07-11T00:39:00.000-07:00

This was like 2 -3 days ago? Actual plan was to go to Outram MOH for my SNB Cert collection and the deadline was 1 day before. I was all panic and did not read the letter before i go. So when i reached MOH the security Guard say the collection was at NKF Headquaters at Balesteir. Had a super cheated feeling sia! Really! The weather was being sucha bit*h, was effing hot burning. Really! Oh yeah, before i forgot let me introduce to you guys the girl in the picture. Her name is Sonee Singh, she is ManBai's ' bestfriend'. That day was the first time I saw her. She KAKI GEREK lah. Super good at crtisicing. After a heartbreaking news about the venue of my collection of SNB Cert when head straight to Orchard to accompany Sonee get her Pay. She gave me and annas a treat. THANK YOU SAYANG. Did I mention I sayang you? Oh i didnt eh? Oke, i sayang you lah! After Orchard head to Someset to meet my dearest Daya there for early dinner which happens to be around 5.30? Cant recall yeah. Than head home. My last activity was jogging. HAHA! 4 labs around my neighbourhood flat which is like around 3 stops far? Did it with Daya. So ... it is my second time going jogging. *smiles*

That's all for my Friday.

belated pictures

2010-07-11T00:23:00.000-07:00

Haha !! I took so long to update the picture at Annas's house together with Annas's makeover Master piece of Lubinanisha. *smiles* This was like 1 week ago? or 1 week plus? I cant recall. See the difference. But the lashes i did ! See how long it is, by the way its her natural eyelasg ayeh? I had a preeety goood time that day.

Hearts My Bff !

Career

2010-07-06T05:33:00.000-07:00

A sudden thought of Applying for Police Force. I dont know, it was a sudden decision. Hmm .... I already applied through online. Big Brother and family agreed. So yeaah ... But sadly I was dissapointed that my nursing career is about to fall apart. My 2 and a half bloody painful years are bloody wasted. Sickening piece of shit ! The negative side of being in a Police Force for woman is
- NO COLOURED HAIR
- NO LONG HAIR
- I'LL TURN EVEN DARKER
- MORE AND MORE PIMPLE
- 6 MONTHS IN CAMP ( Like an NS Boy )

Oh My ... Though i already sent in my resume Im still considering. My height is the biggest factor to reach my goal as a Police Woman. If i really got in my rank is COPORAL. I'll be bullied by the higher rank. Shit !!!!!!

Sweetlove is sick yet go to work.

2010-07-06T00:57:00.000-07:00

My sweet love on the left is down with fever & flu nevertheless it dosent stop him from going for a temporary job. He'll work till Saturday. SweetHeart, after getting your pay you have get me an anklet. Its a demand! *giggles* Demanding ehk ? Its oke .. I never asked him for anything, i dont know where the though of having an anklet come from. Hmm .....

Sayang lah my Sweet Love manymany. If only he didnt go to work today I would cook him some porridge, put him an icy towel, pamper him like a baby. I have sooo much of love to give him and it just keeps coming. Alhamdulliah ( thank Allah ) that things are going smoothly. Soon, I'll change him into a better person and turn him into a husband-father figure that he'll be ready to commit and we can begin our new life preeety soon.

Now about me. Nothing much lah. Staying at home today its Mom's off day so stay at home with her with my Life Family. Lubie is back to school. Im still searching for a job. Its been 3 months almost to 4th that Im staying at home wasting my parents money. Im bucking up. Taking all my time sending my online resume to various company. Ive tried East Shore Hospital but they dont want a fresh graduate. Raffles I might try tomorrow and Changi too. I hope to get a job by end of July as fasting month is arriving as well as EID MUBARAK. It wont be a joyful one for me this year but hence its compulsory to celebrate.
Oke adiiyos . tooodle friends & stalkers..

Sorry Sweet Love.

2010-07-05T00:25:00.000-07:00

More updates ya'll ! Yesterday gone to Annas's house with Lubie to play make up's and making over each other's faces. I had awesome girly fun. After sucha long time I experienced a girl toy which is COSMETICS! Will upload the pictures as soon as possible. Oh please dont mind the picture quality. Used my darn pathetic iPhone camera.

Unfortunately my day didnt last with happiness.
Dearest Sweet Love, Im truly deeply sorry for what Ive done. I promise you my love, There wont be a next time. Its nice and yeah for you to forgive but still the guilt in my heart is burning. The anger and dissapointment are justified. I dont blame you to burst your anger on my face plus its not wrong for you to throw your words on me. No ! Dont apologise. I love You Baby.

Love is also about forgiving and giving chances.

About my job thingy ?? nyekk! Ive send my resume to various job scope. I will be heading to CGH again tomorrow.

Sheesha w ex hildans.

2010-07-04T08:37:00.000-07:00

Heyylooo.. DrHoneyBai Khan are back for updates! Actually this picture taken Friday. Outing with my Anak Jesus darlings. Oh My .. people change. DAMN RIGHT! Looks, character, mindset. Well whatever I still miss US. BigDan, EinYamagata, Shaa, Tashaa, Zirah,Annas, Daya, Me. was just us. The 3 gorgeous ladies has to make a move earlier cos they went for Zouk Event. I lazy lah wana update more... my pictures do the talking.

2010-07-01T22:45:00.000-07:00

My face without make up infact just woke up from sleep. Hmm ... I dont really what to blog about. Nothing exciting has happen.

Oh My ! Did i mentioned how long since my ass has not reached Town area or Bugis???? SHeessshhhh! I miss Sheesha-ing and Town-ing. Damn! Been sitting at home or slacking at Annas's house or jogging or yeah.

Its been awhile since i met my Sweeet Love. A week or more? I dont count, the more i count the more agitated I'll get and I'll screw that Bitchy Boy of mine harder. It always him who has to cancel. By looking on the bright side His always at home. *smiles* My Bitchy Boy is down with Flu anf Fever so i shall excuse him for not meeting. Other days He's always cashless. My Bitchy Boy hasnt start working and so am I. So how to get married?? I also dont know.

Ohh ... an idea just struck me. i will be heading to East Shore and Raffles Hospital to send my resume.
Thw weather is very much romantic. I super like it ... wished my bitchy boy was here. Today I have a plan with my secondary school chickas. Let me see how it goes.

Oh yesyes... I did my eyebrow. But majority hates it cos Its tooo thin.
Whatever .. I shall draw it to make it loook thick ? Okie friends?

2010-06-25T22:57:00.000-07:00

Met up with My Bitchy Hubby together with m dearest Daya & Annas. For the first time we all 4 chilled and laugh. It was AWESOME. My hubby gets along preety well with them. This is just right. See! My hubby can get along with anyone. I hope when he meets my parents and family it will be just right. *fingers crossed*. We slacked at Tampines laughing aout 4 hours? Time flies preety fast huh ? I know my blog has been dead as they are not much pictures But hell! My camera is down, Mom will get me a new camera sooooon. Preeety soon pls Mom. I miss camwhoring. I need to update my pictures soon. Oh ! Did i mention i cut my hair 1 week back Nyahahhaha ! Everyone said its has no different but HELLOOOO the length makes a huge huge different. I need scalp treatment preeeety bad!!! Job please .. i need a wardrope makeover! New make ups and the list goes on. Preeety pleease man! Things has been fine .... its oke if its not as great cos i dun wish it to be any worse so im contented with what i have. My Bff's birthday is coming!!! 26th July .....

2010-06-23T09:22:00.000-07:00

As I said no matter how huge the fight is we will always get through it and YES WE DID! One has to give in. Today my Sweet Lovve gave in even though most of it was my fault. I used to admire couples being together going for dates, spending alot of time together bla bla bla. Now when i sit and reflect I dont go for perfect dates with my sweet love and bla bla bla yet i still love him deep deep. Yesyes my HoneyMoon period ober now its obstacles and test period. We both know we are deeply in love with each other. During fights we say things that hurt each other and things that we dont intend to say but yeckk! When angry all the negative things comes out. Ive learnt to forgive and forget.... My Sweet Love meant alot to me. Its been a roller coaster ride with him but i enjoyed every moment of it. At times I do hate him but nyekkk! I sayang him MORE.

Oke .. enough about my Sweet Love ....

As i mentioned earlier ... I did went for an Inteview. I hope to start asap! preeety pls ! i need cash .

Oke... night night people.

2010-06-23T01:39:00.000-07:00

We've been through many fights and we never onced failed to stumble. I hope it maintains. Sweeet Love knows how much truly madly deeply do Loves him. Ive always go to sleep recalling our memories. Keeep it strong as always baby. I know my mistakes, but its very tempting to throw bitchfits. I will change but along with time and fights. We met up finally yesterday but unfortunately it was a mishap. Still I love you. I hate it when people talks ill about you, I hate it when people misbehave with you. All i wana hear is good stuffs about you. Love You sweeetie. Just went to an interview just now and hope I'll get a job and start earning.. than can save for marriage. *big smiles*

I sayang my bitchy Hubby many many.

2010-06-21T21:46:00.000-07:00

i dont know why suddenly I have the urge to delete my blog. HAAAAAHH! I know right, its ridiculous. Then i think again, I wana move to tumblr but nyekk! I dont think i will feel comfortable as Im already used to Blogger. Ive grown more and more lazy each day. Im having trouble sleeping at night and waking up early morning, Im always tired and hungry. I have to stop all this and get a Job. Ohh pul-leeeassse CGH, pleasae accept me veryvery soon. I'll be sending my resume by lastest by Thursday. Hope it will be accepted. Dudok rumah tak dapat hasil lahh.

ManBai, my Hubby. Still havent meet him yet, Its been countless days already and Im getting sian by counting. Paitao peh paitao. Die punye besok pey besok tak sampai sampai. Bodoh pey Jantan. Bila kau nak mati? Hidop asyik menyusah kan orang? *sighs* Jadi Jantan pon aku tak tau knaper. Ape nasib aku ader laki macam gini. Nasib belom kahwin, Klau dah kahwin macam maner? Harap kan aku makan pasir, baju aku sume koyak koyak aku suspect. Bodoh pey jantan.

Kieran 3rd Bday

2010-06-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

Its my Prince Kieran 3rd Birthday. yeaayyyhhhyy! It was a sucess thanks to many many people. Thankiew to those who came and was sucha supporting team. *smiles*
I had enjoyed myself.

2010-06-17T04:11:00.000-07:00

Super Pisssed with this Biatch My Moronic Unsensible Irresponsible Boyfriend. Over and over again Paitao. Sial nyer Jantan, mati taknak ?! Susah kan hidop aku. Bodoh nyer Pariah. Stuupid Bitch! Super mad lah at him. Its been countless days since I met this fu*ker. I missed him so effing much. Promises after promises. Stuuupid Moron! Biatch . ehk !You die better lah, so need to pecah pecah kepale to think about him. Please die .... Atlease when you die I know no other girls can have you. ( I so the evil right ?! ) . Yesyes I am. Better make it up to me oke ?

2010-06-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

Firstly Its my Prince Charming Kieran Khan Sherlock Birthday. His 3th Birthday. He has already began talking like a young kid now. He's sucha adorable lil Prince. Can get to my nerves at times but still I love him. Aunty Honey hasnt began working yet, I promise I'll get you a nice gift on your upcoming birthday with my own salary aye? Be a good boy oke love? Aunty Honey will always LOVELOVE You sweet thang! *kisses* Will be celebrating his Birthday this Saturday at home.

As always bored at home and rotting. Met my two ladies Daya & Lubie having dinner at Simpang Bedok yesterday. Feels good laughing and catching up on things. Miss them alot you know. My bestie's oke.... My Bitchy Hubby is at work. 2nd day at work. Didnt even get to spend 5 minutes on the phone with him. Onced he reached home he sleeps. No time for me? Hmm ... always . I have to stop being sucha pest calling him over and over again. Let him be lah ....

2010-06-13T22:54:00.000-07:00

Misssing My Bitchy Husband alot... Its been 9 bloody days since we last met. Goosssh! But atlease looking on the bright side, we call and talk everyday. As always non stop fights that I love to start and I always ended up crying. Neehhh ~ Me very Dramatic lah. Excuse me. Its funny on how i really get furious and agigated when He dont pick up calls for 24 hours and began crying. I know how pathetic I am.. oke fine. Dont need to remind me how overly Dramatic I am. BITCH! Haha. I dont know why nowdays I used to word Bitch on My husband. Its kind cute though.
Oke people actually Im really really bored now.
Im getting fed up .... Im Jobless. I need to do lot'sa shopping, need to do my hair and bla bla bla. I need to save up for my marriage atlease 15 k. Oh Gossh ! Money Issues. Over and Over again. I need job. DumpShit !

I miss my girls Man. Fifie, Zizie, Nana Manje , MyHoney's and some other lah. Lazy wana list all. I need to have a chill hangout man ! Its driving me nuts staying at home for 7 freaking son of a Gun days ! really!

Ahh ... yesterday went to an Engagement Dinner at The Banana Leaf. Damn! The fooood is DELICIOUS! I sound so fat .. oke .. im not getting any lighter yeah? Im getting FATTER. Thinking about food day in adn day out. sighs.

Oke .. I love My Husband ManBai alot alot .
bye ...

2010-06-12T23:14:00.000-07:00

Miss me ? Miss my story ? Or feeeling so suck-ish that i didnt update my life stories so that you guys can poke your nose at my stories? *laughs* BITCH!
Anyways Ive been at home for 7 days and that blooosy 7 days my mobile phone wasnt with me. So yeah ....
Before the 7 days .. Been busy with myHoney's. Was Annas's mom's 46th birthday and bla bla bla. Specifically been ubberly busy with Parties, MyHoney's and my Sexy Bitchy Husband ManBai. YesYes! Im still Jobless.

Couple day Out With NanaSidek

2010-06-04T04:52:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was outing with NanaSidek & AyinMan ( me & my sweet Love lah! ). Went shoooting and head to Woodland eat and spend time with each other. No dout it was a tiring day but I will tressure every single bits of it. For Sure ! I sayang my Wife Nana many many. Really... Us 4 starts as hi-bye friends and now so close like siblings. They're like my other half ( second family ) someone i would priotise in my list and not someone i would reject.

My Sweeeet Love never failed to Menjeng Menjeng me.... pamper me. *smiles*

Sayang Us 4 manymany lah. *winks*

2010-05-30T22:17:00.000-07:00

Wana wish my Other Half another Guy in my Life which is my BFF : Hilmi Annas a HAPPY HAPPY SWEEEEET 18th BIRTHDAY. It was actually on 28th but than I wished him alil late in here. Nevertheless on His Birthday Itself i already wished him through Facebook. *smiles* A birthday wished that I wished him: Im proud that You have decided to be straight. Will you lead the path of honesty and your wish to be a designer will come through. It take a lil time Sweets but hell ! Baby you have the talent so you'll make it. Never ending laughter and smile always glued to your giant mouth ayte. I loved your friend ever since i was 13 and you 12. Love you sWEETS !

Next ! His my MAN OF ALL TIME BIRTHDAY, MY DADDY. I've loved him from the day I was borned till the very last breathe. Daddy has turned 53 Yesterday. Daddy NOT looking any younger no more. The person who loves me depsite how much I Get through his nerves afteral Im his only Angel. *winks* I LERP LERP Daddy so effing mucch! I pray thatYour heathy will stabilised and no more pain will be inflict in you Daddy. And yes ! STOP SMOKING! pfffft!
Well, about me. Nothinh new. Swinging with My SweetLove as always. Meeeting him very very often. I need to work to save about $15 000. Guess why ? If you guy are smart enough to guess why i need that much cash? Guess oke... *giggles* IM STILL JOBLESS !!!!

2010-05-25T19:16:00.000-07:00

First and Foremost ... a Happy Happy Birthday to My SweeetSweet Loving Girlfriend FIFIE BABY. Chey! 19 ready seyy ... weewit ! My Girl is getting preetier each day. Though Ive tagged you on your tagboard and so does texted you a Birthday Message Still I wana wish you at my page, *smiles* May all your wishes ( i mean GOOOD wishes ) be granted. Lead a prosperous healthy, honest life ahead. You know, I gotcha back. The one whom understands you.. always a phone call away. Plus you are also apart of me. Hope you and Rafi lead a goood life together. I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIEND. *huggs&kisses*

Hmm .... what shall I update on myself? Met up with my Sweeet Love, met his parents again. Nothing new. Friday is Annas 18th Birthday. Wooooohoooooo! Baik BFF . Da jejak 18. Da legal jack! hehe . Been spending time with my Sweet Love ofcourse. I can never imagine me being without now. Cos Im preeeety much attached to his presence. A day without his voice is as worse as a chicken who has a difficult time laying eggs, hehe. See lah ! Sayang him now ready. Stuuuupid boy! Soon lah ... very very sooon He shall meet my parents. I hope! I only see me with him and i can never see or imagine me without him. Ive began to be so selfish that I only want him for myself... all his love attention to be on me. Hmm ...... He's all I got now. I mean interms of Love lah. aiiyooo ... mai kanchong hor... I still have my family and beloved companions with me. STILL JOBLESS. *smiles*

♥ Still Jobless

2010-05-22T05:06:00.001-07:00

Finally 5 days ago met Daya & Lubie. Though awhile still I enjoyed. Always non stop laughter. Nothing new. *smiles* Been spending my time at home doing nothing besides eating. If Im not at home than i will be with My Sweet Love ♥. Didnt meet my Sweeeet Love today he's sick and so am I . Down with fever while he down with fever, swollan cheeks cos his teeth has developed a wisdom tooth ? Saayang my Sweeet Love ♥.

Love it when he tuck me to sleep, when he put his hands around my waist, kiss me on my forehead, When he hugged me tight etc ... It gives me gooosebumps. Really! I feel all comfortable, cherished, secured being with him. Im myself. I show him my trueself. He accepts me for who i am, i think that's goood enough. I hope nothing stands in our love. I trust him so much! very very much you know. The Love just simply grows and i see no one else and perfect as handsome than him. His all I want ... Love you Baby.

The $$$$ is what I still thinking off !

Last but Not Lease Love my SweeetSweeet Love ! ♥

always .

2010-05-18T01:01:00.000-07:00

See how masai we loook? Ive been so happy... Besides him I also spend my time with my Nana Manje & Her Beloved Siddek. Fights are so freaking normal and saying things we dont mean it. That's what happen but i learnt to forgibe and lets hope i will forget about it soon enough. Yesterday was a glory day for me. Sweeet Love went missing for 1 and a half day? He make it up to me by coming down to my block by suprised... Brought me to Tekka get my eyebrow done and also overcome and craving for paper thosai. Met his Mummy for the first time and Daddy second time. Wow ! Bole kahwin uh ehk gini maciam. hehe . Next will be his paternal and maternal aunt and auncle's.

See lah .. My sweet Love know how to handle his cranky Wife - to - be so much and preeety well make it up to me. A simple kiss can make it up for a hugehuge mistake. I promised him & also my deary Wife Nana Manje that I shall keep away from my bad habits.... I shall persevere. *smiles*

Oke.. by 29 MAY i have to get $120 in hand. cb ~ how to get the cah within than? hmm .......

Oke lah Beybeh's .. Got to go.

LerpLerp sama SweeetLove and Wifey Nana Manje.

SweeetLove Sweeet Days .

2010-05-14T21:33:00.000-07:00

Sorry LATE updates. Again Ive been busy. Tuesday I went to work and quit after that day due to Mom's request. She was all upset and all seeing how shagged I was... bla bla bla .. she gave a few reasons and I gave in. So Im still jobless. See that PoohBear below SweeetLove bought me that! Hehe . Thanks SweeeetLove. It was sucha soft type of bear and i super loved it! Before going out, sleeo evrything the first hing I would do is kiss it. Now I have a companion at night. BabyKieran Loves the PoohBear veryvery mucch! He can hardly allow me to touched it. Been spending time with SweeeetLove all along and My Nana Manje. Great company. Still have lil argument that I always spark nevertheless it will always end when he soothes my heart with his magicLove. Tomorrow a freelance work with my Nana Manje for Starhub thingy... wearing a WhiteGreen sari. This Sunday and the upcoming Sunday at Tekka. I was supposed to meet myHoney's today but tsk! Cannot ler... Im chasing for money.

Onced again Thanks for the PoohBear aka PoohBai. Thanks SweeeetLove.
Love You Baby ...

1st day at work

2010-05-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

It was my first day at work. Wasnt that bad neither was it fantastic. I had a preety bad headache in the midst of working plus I was using heels! Its been so long since I wore heels man plus it was about more than 5 hours non stop standing. It was preety harsh on me. Mom didnt allow me to work. I shall consider cos Im in need of money. My Babi Cincang has been really sweet... hehe !

WOW! Hate Tagg comes again.... Its been awhile since i have a hater tagging on my tagboard. You people really make me smile. Hate Tagg some more oke? Cos I'll just smile... Cos I dont own you guys any living nor Im here to impress anyone. *smiles* If you guys judge me as black .. than oke lah. Cos my defination of black is Akon , Missy Elliot etc . Besides no harm being a black. Im still a human. Stuupid Mofo's. Come and tagg and I'll enjoy every single bits of it.

Last But Not Lease, I LOVE YOU MANBAI, My Sweetsweet Love.
Nights Friends.

Work starts Tomorrow

2010-05-10T04:21:00.000-07:00

Its kinda sad though I studied my ass off for 2 damn bloody years in Nursing yet I'll be working as a sales girl selling BRA at Wisma. Its oke ... I shall work my ass off for this job get salary get my hair done and settle my depts while i job haunt for a nursing job later in life. Better get out and work earn money than sitting at home cashless! dudok rumah tak dapat apaper geng.... Didnt meet my sweetLove today as he accompany his Mom out's. He has to pick me up everyday from work. HAHA !

2010-05-08T08:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we fought, a huge one till I was so speechless and decided to give in though I knew that I wasnt wrong to do what I do cause I have every right to do what I did. *sighs* He shouted at me real loud through the phone that it gave my ear a high pitch sound. DAMNN! He was effing mad!!!! Still, i messaged him saying sorry. Weywey ! I said sorry cos I dont wana fight furthur. Today we Met and again we fought till I cried infront of him and he made me smile in a second. STUUPID BABI CINCANG you! Things went well... only the first front part. I cant resist to throw bitchfits lah. really! Anyways, Still Love you Babi Cincang ...

Happy Mothers Day

2010-05-08T08:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers Day Mom! We fight We Hate We Love each other. At times I hate you cos you curse but deep down in this heart of mine I loved you truly. Without You, I'll probly die. I cant live without you Mom. Ive sinned enough that I made you cry alot of times and due to that I already have an A class Air ticket to Hell but nyekk! Even im independent enough Its gona be ME who takes care of you, hold you, feed you, clean you etc ....

You were the one who tuck me to sleep at night when Im sick, You were there when Im down, You can sense When im in trouble, at the Age of 19 you still bathed me when i was very lazy to sleep. I'll never forget the sacrifice you made for me and my siblings, the sweat you wiped, the blood you shed will NOT go to a waste Mom.

Last but not lease, I love you and I can NEVER live without you. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.

GRADUATION

2010-05-06T21:30:00.000-07:00

It was my ITE Graduation Day yesterday. I wasnt feeling any excitement as I had my menses cramp first day some more!!! As I know Mom wasnt at her best mood yet she came just to make me happy, Sister & Baby Kiearan came along. First when ew arrived i forgotten to bring the gRaduation tickets and Mom was so frusfrated and she scolded me, damn! That totally turns off my mood, after which things went smoothly. Still Mom's mood didnt brushed up. Sad lah ofcourse. I thought this day my Mom would be proud of the that I completed the course and didnt waste her money for paying my school fees instead she said " Now da gradate kan? Gie carik duit sendiri tkmo susah kn hidop aku oke? Pandai-pandai kau carik hasil kau sendiri" I was so shocked that I was speechless. Not much pictures actually cos wasnt in any moood.

Left the ceremony half way as Mom wants to get home. I left without saying good bye to anyone. This was the last meeting yet ... tsktsk . Mom Mom.. *shakeheads* After the ceremony decide to meet my project girls for 'post-grad' meeting. Which we did ! at East Coast. Each of us brought out Partners along. ManBai was so into the teddybear and wasted 10 bucks worth of coins and didnt get a single shit! nyekknyek ! B.. kau kental! haha. So did Rafi tried. *laughs* My sayang Ziha went off early ..... So we sat down by the beach sits, chittty chatty listening to songs. Laughter here and there. I swear Im gona miss my PROJECT GIRLS so effing much. LOVELOVES! After a few minutes Fifie&Rafi had an argument.... so me&bai decide to left the 2 love birds a time on them. Fifie be strong baby .... its oke. I understand. Problems so occur.

So we both sat by the beach sand under the stars making wishes upon each stars. The stars and sky was so beautiful. I tell youuuuu ....... very very romantic lah. I loiike ! *naik kening* haha. I switched on romantic songs. Allalalalaa.. touching lah si Honey nie. hehe. He whispered to me " Look the sky is as beautiful as you are today. but you're beautiful everyday" ( while lying his head on me ) What more can i ever wished for? This is just so perfect. The very first time sitting under the night light with the guy whom i loved. Expressing my love for him. i didnt want that night to end. REALLY! i dont. About 10.15 we went off and i cabbed home. OhOh before i forget my baby gave me the best news ever and put a huge smile that is HE IS GOING ON AUGUST NOT THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!! yiiipiiieeee!

L O V E Y O U B A B I C I N C A N G ...

2010-05-03T09:33:00.000-07:00

Meet myHoney's today. Karoke at Grandlink.. it was my virgin visit to Grandlink. *smiles* It wasnt a satisfied one cos it was only 2 hours but nyekk! still have awesome time. Things are back on track.

Shit lah! I just hate falling for someone. See lah ! When my life... was ... just full of guys friends and i didnt fall for anyone, life was preety awesome free from worries and heartache. Now that Ive fallen for someone which hardly which means once in a bluemoon. Now that I da serious sama ni BabiCincang, Im worried for myself. I hatehate falling for someone ! *smacks head*

♥BABI CINCANG♥

2010-05-02T06:01:00.000-07:00

Pardon Doctor for such lack updates. Been so effing busy with life though jobless but I have other commitment to look at. This BABI CINCANG♥ above is ManBai. Ive never story at my blog about him before. Only my closest Nursing Girlfriends & MyHoney's know about me & him. It was sucha LOW PROFILE thing. It starts March 15 2009. When it starts I never felt any strange or whatever feeling lah cos I thought it was just a passing moment... cos we hardly meet and rarey spend time on the phone which i find ridiculous. Seriously. Than not an inkling thought in my dreams that WE would go this far and serious. He accepted me even after knowing about my past and even cheated on him. He accepted me for who I am. Now that I da jatuh rabak sama ini BABI CICANG♥ I need to express it out you know. I mean now that he's mine. Ive met his daddy and his close friends, i need time to adjust to his group of friends. Some might say its way too soon Honey cos it has not even been 1 month that Ive broken up with that 'Anak Mama step Bukan Matrep ' person. Honestly here i confess, that all my previous relationship ( not all )didnt work all cos I simply cant trust them and cant resist to be alil control-ive. I declare now that OMG I blindly trust so effing muchh!!!!!!! I da jatoh sama ini anak lah...

He has never called me his girlfriend, he calls me his Wife. He said '' ALALALLALAAAA, BINI AKU NIE". He makes me laugh... he never failed to put a smile on my face, never once bring my self esteem down. When fight is concern its always me who starts the fire. Im sorry... He accepted me for who I am and what I am... my flaws my imperfections.. bla bla bla... After sucha a longlonglong time I experience such wonderful love that as though i feel that im the luckiest girl in this world. Its sucha wonderful feelings when I have nothing to feel insecure about. he really ensured me and made me believe every single thing he said. ♥

Its oke If im left with a broken heart cos I have to receive Karma for my previous sins. I have to atone it right? But i hope and dont want this relationship to end..

Niways, Due to some reasons i changed my blog skin... Im a HAPPY HAPPY GIRL & JOBLESS LADY. Pig betol !

thngs has bot been easy.

2010-04-27T23:17:00.001-07:00

Things has not been easy for me. Some arguments here and there. Ive been very down and mooody that's why no recent post plus Im sucha a lazy bum. Still, Im jobless. I think i shall head to IMH tomorrow. Ive done my SnB license. Something to be happy about. Ive not been outs of the house. Life seemed to be dull to me. *sad face*

DumdHeaded Guys.

2010-04-27T21:59:00.001-07:00

*click to enlarge

Wahh sad uhs. Guys like you cant jugde still wana try hard and judge ehk. Which part of me looks like a malay ? im NOT a Malay dumpSkull. My i/c states that Im a Ceylonese. I NOT fake. My purse is fake i dont deny that but im NOT. You have serious issue isnt it? i have a tagged not to impresse anyone. Im just being me. Guys like you are just useless. About my friend, so what if you think he's not uh? Majority people thinks he's hot eventually he's 1000000000000000000000 times way hotter than you stuuupid mofo! Its oke if 1 person thinks negative i still have other billion numbers to think positive.

HAPPY BDAY DAYA.

2010-04-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

Tonight when the clock strikes 12 midnight, My dearest Beloved Bestfwen Nur Hidayah Bte Hassan Basalamah 18th Birthday. Finally she's 18. Now same age as me ehk beybeh. I loved you so so so mucch bestfwen! haha. Babi-ster you! Letme me do a short entry about her.

she's short
she's a pure Arab
a HugeHuge fan of Micheal Jackson
She loves Nasi Ayam
She loves Brownie
She's Single
She's friendly
She's talkative
She's Random
She's Crazy
She HATE cockrache.
& lastly She's everyone's Favourite

2010-04-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

Look at that SWEEEEET smile of mine people? Just loook at it, take a GOOOOOD look at it. Im happily swinging all SINGLE. No commitments, worries, sadness or headaches. Fights between me & mom are soothing now. We're talking but not as normal touchy ways. Not much updates though. MyHoney's are schooling now and Im still Jobless. My one only faith is TanTockSeng. Pleasse Preeety Pleeeaseee TanTockSeng call me and say Im accepted. Will be meeting FifieBaby tomorrow to take our transcript and do our SNB license.

To whoever checking out on how Im coping after the break up, IM TELLING YA! IM COPING PREEETY WELL. IM HAPPY THAT WORTHLESS GUY LIKE HIM DOSENT DESERVE PURE LOVE FROM ME. THE NEXT BOY I CHOOSE SHALL BE A SENSIBLE ONE THAN THE PREVIOUS. MY LAST SAY " EFFFFF EEEUUUU SEEEEEE CAAAAKKKKEEE OFF "

sheesha.

2010-04-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

Sheesha-ed with myHoney's, Nad ( Annas's cousin ) tag along too *smiles*. It was a relaxing one. Had 2 sheesha for the 5 of us. As usual, jokes, laughs, gossips etc... Ate at the coffee shop than head to Amirah's Grill. It was a stress relieving day after a hugehuge fight with Mom. Reached home at 10.30pm. Still, me & Mom are not in talking terms. I mean if ever (touch wood ) my life would turn upside down, I only have HER to blame thanks to her curse. *sighs* Oke i dont wana elaborate more.

I slept at 4am yesterday and woke up at 12.30am today. Super annoying lah. Sister was being all noisy... irritating as usual. I fine no peace. *sighs* Guess this is not a goood time for me. Still, im enjoying my singlehood. Not comitting myself to a guy. Super nice i tell youu ... heheheheheheheee. I super saaayaaang myHoney's & My Mom. Even though we fight we curse she's still my number one love.

2010-04-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

This happen about 3 - 4 days ago? Went Karoke with Annas's cousins. It was a full madness retarded-ness craziest karoke session Ive ever been to. AWESOME is not good enough to describe the fun i had. But this time its mostly malay song still i had fun watching them making nicely dramatic expression and laughing. It was full of laughter and drama. Really! Thanks guys! For the wonderful day. Thanks Dian too!

Today Im supposed to head to a Pit at East Coast, but nyek! I cant make it as I have a hugehuge depressing argument with Mom. Really! I know its my fault for making a harsh deep joke, but dont have to be all dramatic about it right? Small things became a bigbig thing. *sighs* i really have the mood. Each time when it rains i prayed to Allah to safeguard you while working, i wishper to my heart. All this small small things i didnt say it out as it comes staright from the heart, sincerely. You think I loved you for your money? Ohh puuuulseeeaaseee! Never. I loved you cos your my mother. I loved you sincerely. i always loved and cared for you. You always think my love is a false one. But you never knew my love for the moest purest thing in my heart.

2010-04-13T09:23:00.000-07:00

I SAVED A LIFE PEOPLE! I SAVED A 80 PLUS YEAR OLD DATOK AT A COFFEE SHOP.
Here goes the story: Was sitting down at the coffee shop with Sister, Maid, Kieran eating and theres a choas. I saw a someone collapse and i saw a random person doing a non-skilled technique. So i went to help .. and yada yada yadda ... i comense CPR for 2 minutes, when the Parademics arrived the use the AirVival and the pulse was retrieved! Alhamdullilah.
That's it ...
Still jobless, sitting at home. Eat & Eat ...

normal updates.

2010-04-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

As you can tell Im eating Ice Cream.. Im eating alot and i swear i do! I can tell the difference now. Oke that's besides the point. Enjoying life, getting to know alot of people. Im super loving it & enjoying it. Im super happy. The next one i choose will be a proper one. Not a useless, pathetic, immature one like the previous. One bad move, it almost ruin my emotional feeling. Hehe ! Im being over Dramatic!
MyHoney's started school already and Im all lonely now. BadBadBad news, Im still JOBLESS. Thursday interview with TanTockSeng. Nothing to update ler..... nothing special or exciting.

2010-04-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

Heyyyyloooo World! *bigsmile* Ive been sitting at home being sucha goood daughter. Im lazy-ing around at home doing nothing except eating, online, tv. Ive gained 7 kg now Im 48 kg . Oh My!! Oh My !!! Eefa Baby said " baru sekarang aku nampak babat kau, perut ...... " .

Oke im so determined to do sit up's everyday once i wake from sleep. Atlease 20 for a start ayte! I hope i will fufill it.

Missing MyHoney's now! Maybe This Friday sheesha session with Kunal, Nasir, Hamzah plus MyHoney's. *winks*

That's my AmeeerJann.

2010-04-03T09:02:00.000-07:00

Met my beautifuLL single Ladies today. Just us 3 girls. SINGLE LADIES. *giggles*. Catch up on things. Girl talks, opening things, start confessing. Still, there's no fight. I still remember when we first met, They were only 13 and I was only 14 and now they 18 and im 19. wow !!! I super love today. Went sheesha, ate ice cream some wedges milkshake. I SUPER LOVE THEM SO EFFING MUCH. Nothing is this world can ever take their place. They owned a big share in my heart. 7 years still going on strong.. They make me forget about my troubles in a minute. Love you SINGLE LADIES.

home.

2010-04-02T02:54:00.000-07:00

Sitting at home and NOT going out. Im starting to feel effing bored! I dont wana shake those legs and demand money from Mom and Dad. I wana work that ass of mine. hmphh! Cgh havent called me yet. damn! Its eating me man. If CGH aint accepting me than I shall look for a full time job as an admin or receptionist. I need alot of cash baby.

Mom gave me a kiss on the forehead and blessed me before praying. How sweeet. With my Mom's blessings i can fight the world. I have sucha supportive family & friends. What else can i ask for huh? Im so blessed.

2010-04-01T03:20:00.000-07:00

These are the pictures with myHONEY's. Eventually all 4 of us make it! As you can tell by the pictures, we werent make up's just normal eyeliners cos we went out at 8 am in the morning. Muke sembab liao! Like this is a once in a blue moon plan sey! really it was ridicolously tiring. These was literally after the break up. See the smile on my face people, look at it carefully how much much of joy i had. See !!!! I can MOVE on. who say i cannot uh? Yesyes! This was also teh day I met FifieBaby & EefaBeybe.

My girlfriends are always there cheering me up never fail to make those smile fade away from my face. Thanks babies.

Special thanks to: myHONEY's, Ydee, FifieBaby, EefaBeybe ( also for standing up for me ), Azira Hart, Lynn Ramlee, Anna Chan, NazihaFiq, IqahBella etc to be there atlease asked and consoled me. It feels gooood. Im so over it! people around me are single's .... mingle's. But neh~ boys not on list currently. *winks* 19 only liao! rilek hor... man man lai i pick the bits and pieces that has been broken.

how Im coping

2010-03-31T10:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterday outs with myHONEY's, breakfast than head our ass to karoke. Yesyes! super duper fun as always... than met my darling girlfriends FifieBaby & Eefa Beybe. I was alil grumpy as i had my cramps on that day. I was being sucha lazy bump. Still i had fun with both parties.

As Im coping with the break up, I cant lie to myself with the feelings I have. Half of myself saying damn! it feeels gooood but half saying tsk! what a waste. Ive deleted every picture of his, songs that made me remind of his everything Ive deleted soon maybe I'll delete him from my memories. Like th 4th is our 5 months, what a waste! The problem is Im sick and tired to start anew. really, its tiring you know. But now I shall take wach step of mine slowly and easy. I have to follow my guts and NOT live in denial. Deep down I know this relationship aint working cos i see no light yet i still wana find a lighter to light it up! Big Brother always told me " sister, a man who deserves you is a man who appreciate your worth, letting you know or rather show you that your special in his eyes. NOT BY WORDS BY ACTIONS. A goood Man is the Man who respects a Woman is every aspects as how he loves his Mom. A good husband will determine you to be a better woman and guides you plus a man who is religious, he dosent need to be pious" . >> these phrase really made me that much stronger! Im so blessed with a Big Brother like a father to me. It does drive me to tiny tears about the break up. I have mix feelings, somehow with the support I have, i shall move on completely...

THANKS PEOPLE WHO HAS ENCOURAGED ME. YEAH BABY! SINGLE LADY! 19 AND YOUNG.

broken up.

2010-03-29T04:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterday around 2am plus I broken up with Shafreen. So Im a SINGLE woman now. No no ! Dont even try to console me cause I aint sad about this break up. Im over it. Nope, no regrets. After sucha long time, i endured see no happiness no gains no improvement in this relationship. Now that its over, im super relieve. Yesyes, Im gona miss him and all but sooner or later I'll get over those moments spend with him. Ive been through so many seperataion and this is no special one. Though, he meant something to me but nehh~ its not depressing. We just dont get along... i shall i drop it here.

Im that Lil Shorty, Single Shorty. Love Lifebabies, uh uh Not anytime for me.... Cause after 4 months and 27 days being a SINGLE SHORTY it feeels gooood. Besides Im ONLY 19 this year.

2010-03-28T08:27:00.000-07:00

Spent my Saturday at home, need to take a rest cause this Whole Entire week my ass have been out's all day. Spent my Day's with myHoney's and a day with FifieBaby. Yap! Not with Boyfriend*sad face*. What can I do? My Boyfriend is always busy and all, never have time for me, not a single hour or 2. Its really sickening whereby i have to understand him for neglecting me, putting me aside all time. Its pissing me off. Im yelling and nagging yet Im still enduring. It saddens when I see couples having their time, meeting each other often even if its once a week. As im typing Im shedding tears. Tears of dissapointment. Why am I having sucha Boyfriend. tsktsk .....

NEVERTHELESS........

I still have Company! *winks* Ameeer baby! " more like a girlfriend less than a fiance" > i super love that phrase. *smiles*

Sarah Alyssa

2010-03-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

Welcome Princess Sarah Alyssa, additional to the family. Finall BigBrother Faizal has become a Dad. Congratz BigBrother. The Princess has arrived. Now i have 2 Nieces and 3 Nephews. Aunty Honey is already old. hehe.

Ben&Jerry

2010-03-26T09:50:00.000-07:00

I went out with myHoney's Annas wasnt there but Ydee was here. Awesome day. I super enjoy the day. Ben & Jerry while Monopoly-ing, Ice Cream w Waffles, Brwonie with Caramel sauce. Yummy.*finger licking good*. Thanks Ydee! I love ya ! And yes ! Ydee you Bankrupt first, LOSER! Spell it babbbyy! L O S E R ! hahahhahaa. Im so gona go to that place again. Its goood place for date too! *winks* Its a Dempsy Hill.

Than Met the new baby arrival in the Family. I shall update the baby Sarah Alyssa Binte Mohd Faizal picture tomorrow.

Wana get back home, take a cab home, wait 30 minutes for the blooody cab and it cost $22. bitch!

TODAY WAS AWESOME! LIVE IT !

met FifieBaby, Eefa Beybe PAITAO!

2010-03-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

It was a dark day due to the thundr-ous rain. Wether was awesome to sleep however sacrifised those to meet my best girl FifieBaby, the ACTUAL plan was me AyinHoney FifieBaby EefaBeybe to meet. But sudden occurant that Miss EefaBeybe PAITAO-ED! I was really dissapointed as I was really looking forward to meet my Peranakan's BestGirls. She, EefaBeybe left me with a broken heart. SHIT YOU BEYBEH! *throw water ballon*. Nevertheless plan still go on, as i cant afford to cancel on my FifieBaby as I missed her. I missed her that why I meet her. *big smile*. I never failed to feel calmed and relaxed after meeting her. Always & Forever having our girl talk while using nail polish. Kamu bikin saye punyer nail polish comot deh! Clumsy kamu! nyehehe. FifieBaby was all sweeety dovy with her Boyfriend Cik Rafi. Sweetcouple.. my besst wished to you both!

Bottom line, EefaBeybe KAMU paitao-ed ! hmph!

2010-03-24T05:39:00.000-07:00

I learnt to let go of the painful past, and kiss the present and i
discovered that Life is much more beautiful and things fall nicely
automatically.

Todays interview with CGH is just fine. It was a less than 5 minute interview with just 2 questions asked. Hope i will get the Job. Tomorrow i might be meeting my girlfriend FifieBaby & EefaBeybe. Eefa kamu baik tkmu paitao yeah? If NOT i majok ! gigit you then you know. ggrgggrrrrggrr !!!!!

wildwildwet comes sengkang swimming pool NOT!

2010-03-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

Sorry Ayang cos WildWildWet closed on Every Tuesday, I swear I have NO idea. But still i gave you 2 tickets so enjoy with Faa. We cabbed down to Sengkang Swimming, still me, faa, daya couldnt swim cos we didnt wear the proper attaire. shit ! There always Next Time eh?

I got to Go .. wana wash my make and go to bed. Tomorrow interview with CGH.

I miss MyBoy Syed Shafreen.

B O Y F R I E N D .♥

2010-03-22T11:03:00.000-07:00

That Boyfriend♥ with my Baby Boy Prince Kieran Khan. Met him twice. Ive learnt to put the negatives things behind and live with my present life with him. If always keep looking on the negatives, things will never be oke. Im trying the very best to work this out, Insyaallah it will. Just give me every strength to fight all this negatives and obstacles. :) . Plus MyBoy♥ is all sweeet now. Things are muchh better now. Ups&Downs are ALL normal. Its normal for me to hate him at times and love him twice as much as he sooothes this fragile heart of mine. He's a heart stealer. damn baby! You know how to work me. Small deeds of yours does make a big impact in me alright. I appreciate your tiny lil Do's for me. Our Love story might NOT be close to perfect, but those imperfections are our door of a sucessful love. I LOVE YOU ♥

myHONEY's.

2010-03-22T10:39:00.000-07:00

Been spending MOST of my time with myHONEY's. As usual beybeh's. They are my pills of laughter, they are my prozac ( a medication for depression ). *big smile* . These are pictures taken on several occasions. Toooooo Manny pictures and Im preety much lazy to update all of them.

Now Annas is busy working. :( Also met our long lost bestie Ydee the hot Boy with awesome Camera. HAHA! Im already missing Ydee. BITCH! You're so addictive. I so remember your " TSK !!!!! " . Jokes after jokes.

last of nursing student days.

2010-03-22T08:18:00.001-07:00

These are the pictures of my following activities with the 'EN WANABE'S as how Syarizal put it. 15 March was my attachment group pit pictures.

While walking to the pit i bumped into this Makcik here. My girlfriend from Nursing CikZihaFiq. So nice of her walking me to my pit. Thanks beybeh

Last 1 week of campus day. An offical date that we're NO longer students, *big smile* Dont mind my face without make up.

Last Day at The Ward .. Had a small party. Cik Pahna cooked her delicious hot spicy Macaroni. yummyyummy! Im so gona miss the Attachment people and wards that Ive been too. :)

& there goes my 2 and half years in ITE COLLAGE as an Nursing Student. Finally it has ended. It ended peacefully... THANK ALLAH FOR EVERYSINGLE THING PRAISES TO HIM. *AMIN*

&&&& many many more pictures than Nursing Pictures. More coming up soooon. Stay Tune ayte.

*winks*

im back ~

2010-03-21T12:24:00.000-07:00

OhMyOhMy... I miss blogging. Been away from lappy for more than 2 weeks. I have soooooooo mucch stories and pictures to share, but the problem is I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START. waayyyy tooo many stories lerr...
Friends, you miss me right? Sadly not updated about my life stories? K PO !
haha . As usual life with Up's & Down. Ive put away all the negative feelings between me & Boyfriend. I decide to put away the painful and bitterness feelings away. I shall NOT think of the negatives and move on with the talks.

YEAAHHHYYYY!! ATTACHMENT FINISHH LIAO!!! KANASAI ! 2 & a half years gone... rabak beybeh. it feeels gooooood. I da graduate lah babies!! woohooo!! Graduation is like May 4. huhu! oke lah ...
people ..... friends ....

Its 3.30 am and i have interview at TanTockSeng Hospital tomorow at 4pm.

tooodles !!!!

2010-03-06T23:01:00.000-08:00

Last Day.

2010-03-04T19:02:00.000-08:00

The Final wait has arrived!!!!!! Today is the LAST DAY of attachment babyy means NO MORE being called as Student Nurse. nyeknyek! In 1 week's time I'll be graduating. *smiles* I'll be a woman. I definately be applying for CGH or SGH. If i didnt get both than .... I havent plan for the worst senerio yet. Im keeping my fingers crossed for CGH. I havent send my application form yet. :( I dont where the headquaters lah. babi-ster btol! There will be a party for my CGH Group. Ward 47 as awesome as ever. Its just that Ive been sweating real bad for the 3 weeks plus I have to use PPE under the fans which didnt help. Hope if I get CGH I'll get a B class ward lah eh.

Things been oke for me. Ive been missing someone real real bad. Ive received something from that person that just made me reminise our memories. I misssss him, Oh Dear.

Andyyy! Oke lah you are in my ''missing'' list lah oke. nyetnyet. Im sooo looking forward for October. Oke, those who dosent know who Andy is, he is the Aussie Exchange Programme student. Damn! Yeah Ladies, he's gooood looking so be jelous ayte! *evil laughs*

Oke I wana make up now and off to work babyy!

everything's fine by Allah's Grace.

2010-03-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

By Allah's grace everything is all fine now. $300 paid thanks to Annas. Im sure will save up money to pay the penny to Annas. He saved my life bigbig time. Thanks BFF! loves! skills wise, Ive completed 33 skills. Satisfied and Ive achieved a B grade for my Overall. Aint that bad isnt it ? Now I can graduate peacefully. Now I think of is my $89 first, Ill verify with the costumer

service. Hope it isnt my fault. I was supposed to be in a happy moood at work today somehow a shitard stuff nurse just has to piss me off with her shitard attitude. Long STory, whatever it is me being me has to give her a piece of my mind no matter what and i did !

MyBoy and me has settles the issue that has bugged me for the few days, the most sensitive issue was discussed. Nevertheless now Im motivated to change myself. All for his sake. I LOVE YOU BABY. 4 MORE DAYS babies..... than END OF ATTACHMENT. How exciting!

Chilling Section w MyHoney's

2010-02-27T21:18:00.000-08:00

A stress relieving day outs with Annas & Daya. It really does cheer me up, A WHOLE LOT! Went to get Annas's shopiing stuff head to karoke than sheesha and head back home. REached home at 11pm. Sadly during karoke i couldnt sing as much cos I havent recovered from URTI. Thanks Annas for the treat! Thanks BabyBoy. Looking forward next weekend.

About Me & Shafreen, wana know more refer to my private blog. I shall update soon yeah. I certainly hate KPO's in my blog. SHOOO !!!!!!

i wonder.

2010-02-24T07:02:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i dout my ability, my looks. Im an insecure girl. Sometimes when i see hot girls passed by or pictures i t really lower down my self esteem. I will start comparing my looks and theirs. I dont wish to labelled myself as ugly cos after Im God's creation so how can i ever critisize his creations right? Humans are humans, never satisfied. I always feel insecure. Why? I super dont know why. When i build castles in the air, i always think how to beautify myself so that my boy will keep his eyes only on me, than i think even how beautiful I am if my character dosent suits his needs than its useless, than i started thinking Im nothing like his dream girl. Im a loud person but he likes a lday-like kinda girl. DAMN! its pisses me off at times. I do trust him but how can i ever forget what he did to me last time? Its a PHOBIA. Tooo much insecurities. i hate it.

Work is just fine. Im down with fever, flu, dy cough and body ache. How wonderful can my off day be. My 2 days of night shift is just fine. Isnt that draggy as I thought. I have NOT done my case study yet and ive yet to complete my skills. SMACK ME ! I shall pull up my socks and get everything done by tomorrow.

As i looked at my past, the people Ive met, the people i made friends with, The good and bad experience i faced is all meaningful. Be it the pleasant and the non pleaswant want. Some people are just simple unforgetable. Like the relationship we used to share and now its gone. An Example of the meaningful people that i cherished from the past is Rascal ( my ex ), An Bibir ( my ex ), Aminah ( my nursing gf ) . SOmetimes its fated to be that way. Like we shared both positive and negatives times and as times passed by we learnt to forgive and forget what's bad. How can i ever forget the goood times we onced upon a time shared? How? How can I forget the sweet and close times we used to face? The secrets, the feelings and everyday messages?

* i dont why im feelings so sentimental now. hehe

update on Sunday.

2010-02-21T21:21:00.000-08:00

A shopping Sunday I must say. Went out with Sister, Maid, BabyKieran. I had awesome time. Sis was all generous she bought me 2 dress and 1 top.

Overall Im satisfied with my weekends. Saturday outs with my other half Sunday with my Half.

Love It !

outs w my other half ♥

2010-02-20T20:23:00.000-08:00

While waiting for MyBoy we webcam-ed at my house. There is about 200 pictures, lazy to upload all. We took 45 minutes to webcam-ed till MyBoy picked us up. He drive us. We went out together. The ride was awesome. Turn on the music and all start dancing from my iPhone music. Even MybOy was shaking his head while driving. Singing our lungs out. Its like clubbing in the car.

Went to Harbour Front have our dinner. Myboy gets preeety well with myHoneys. Im so happy. Both party is comfotable with each other. Head to Bugis as Daya wana get her Shoe but nyetnyet the shoe is NO longer there. she was really upset we head sheesha. Before we head there i met the HOT SEXY GORGEOUS ANNA CHAN. I was so shocked when i see her. She was so gorgeous, lucky Im a girl if NOT i would be drooolinhg. hehe. Took the dress that i bought from her. I so love the dress!!! Btw Anna is really hot in person. she's nice. I was so busy looking at her face that i cannot react. haha. kk, i sound lesbian. I shall stop there. Relaxs, Im NOT. hehe. Thanks Anna for taking the time to meet me. **kisses**

Back to the story, went sheesha and than MybOy send us back home. Reached home at 11pm. That was my Saturday. A blissful time spent with my OtherHalf.♥

2010-02-19T20:28:00.000-08:00

*pic taken on 140210. On valentines's day. his lolok eyes.

Its Saturday, weekends are here baby. Supposed to meet MyBoy, Daya, Annas. Off to Sentosa as Myboy is driving. Need both MyHoney's & MyBoy to mingle around.
My face is full of pimples. Help me, tell me ways to get rid of that freaking acne away from these sweeeeet face of mine ?

I cant help it, I keeeeeeeeep ooooon falling over and over again with myboy. Its a non stop falling in love thingy.

Random Update.

2010-02-18T19:19:00.000-08:00

Attachment so far isnt that bad isnt that pleasant either. Being in a C class ward isnt anything pleasant except that learning oppurnities are much more higher. 3 days at WArd 47 spend, in Team 4. 2 MORE weeks to go. Hope there's NO hindrance for me to graduate peacefully. Skills wise NOT much, just have to accamplish about 3-4 skills and IM DONE !

Im still stuck of the mistake i did 1 day ago. I need $300. I need a bloooody job. Someone help please?

Family's FINE, MyHoney GREAT, MyBoy's AWESOME.

I can ONLY THANK ONE PERSON FOR ALL THIS IS ALLAH S W T . Amin.

2010-02-17T07:25:00.000-08:00

1st day at Ward 47 isnt that bad. It was torturing for me cos I didnt get to sleep last night only God knows why. I toss and turn still failed. Its draggy and sleepy shift for me, cant simply stop yawning. *shakeheads* 12 MORE days and fuuuhhh! Balak lepas.

Something unpleasant happened today and I have to find $300 asap! WTH!!!!!!!!!

Things between me and myboy is all goooood. Thanks Allah a million times. Hope we maintained this way. *smiles*

Soup Tulang and Sheesha.

2010-02-15T19:26:00.000-08:00

There are WAAAYYY TOOOOO MAAANNNY pictures. This is just the highlights of thr day we spend. Total picture is about 160? Most of it is at my facebook. I tooook 4 damn bloooody hours to upload those pics ayte. sheeesssshh! Still I had a fantabulous awesome time with friends. Lubie had to go home half way. However, it didnt stop there it gets WILD-ER. haha. Annas, Daya, Ydee, Ayin ( Me ) , Faa, Ayang. Today's jokes was the BRAA joke. Damn! I laughed till my tummy hurts. Cos Its been awhile since i laughed that hard. Usually Im so used to hard laughters everyday school days i mean secondary school days.

First was meeting Ayang & Faa at Beach Road we ate 4 kopeng Soup Tulang than walked our ass to Amirah's Grill for sheesha. Sit, gossip, critic, laugh, camwhore. Sat there about 3 hours? Than head back to Beach Road for more Kopeng's of Soup tulang as I wasnt satisfied with the amount that I ate, i craved for more. Total we toook about 14 Kopeng of Soup tulang. It was Ydee's first attempt of Soup tulang. Over there the BRAA Jokes couldnt stop. They stole plenty of chocolates at Mirah's Grill, i swear thye took alooot!!!!! Total spend at Amirah's Grill was $53.20. Not bad. *smiles* Some paitao-ed us. Like Ein & Big Dan. whatever to those 2. Saying missing each other but never make any effort to come. DOCTOR HONEY MERAJUK HORR ! Pantat you both!! I was out's the whole Holiday. Im so satisfied with my holidays. Just today i desperately need a rest at home as tomorrow is working day, 1st day at 47 aye!

just 3 MORE WEEKS and than FINISSSHHHh!!!!!!

farwell fellow aussie's.

2010-02-13T03:47:00.001-08:00

Brought Daya along to the Aussie's Nursing Student Farwell partyy over their hostel. My OH My. The hostel is really huge! Lovve it. I had a super wonderful time. The saddest and painful part is when we're aboout to say GOODBYYE. They're really friendly, nice company. Tomorrow's Valentine. Dosent mean Valentine you have to celebrate it with your lover's, you can celebrate it with your besstfriends or anyone you loved. Right?

Aussie lah babby!

2010-02-12T01:20:00.001-08:00

Last day at Ward 18. Im so goooona miss Ward 18 very very mucch! One of the nicest ward to work on. :)

Pictures of the Aussie Exchange student Nurses. :)

2010-02-11T02:09:00.000-08:00

Adam !!!! I miss you lil preeety swweeeeeeeeeeeetest asss friend! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SWEEETHEART. Its oke to wash asses on your birthday, count it as a blessing from the patients ayte. Love you Baby! Meeeet upp sooooon. I miss your word ''KINKY KINKY'' . haha.

Oke, i skipped work today. Was so exhausted, so have to replace on Saturday. hmmmm

2010-02-10T08:20:00.000-08:00

Its beeeen so lonnng. I miss you I miss Us.

Just 3 MORE weeeeks at 47 and than FINISSSHHHH!!!!!!!!! Hope i get all my skills done asap aye ?

2010-02-08T06:52:00.000-08:00

Oh God, Im so SHAGGED! Honestly I do. Lucky tomorrow morning shift. 4 MORE days to go than OFF to Ward 47 4 weeks down and off to Graduation. The MORE i tak sabar beybeh! Wana own my own salary, shopping with all the Branded goods without hesitating, rolling around the countries, clubs, get my own vehicle and start to support my beloved MommyJaan, MyEveything. Ward 18 wasnt that bad afterall huh. Cool shit oke! Staffs there are simply fun. I'll be submitting my application form to CGH soon. I'll take all the Applications from all Hospitals. Kiiaaasuuuu maaahh! hehe. The 2012 Nanyang Poly maybe? Insya' allah with Mummy's prayers and Allah's blessing I'll be going towards that path and be a Staff Nurse, StaffNurse Ayin laah kaannn. *giggles* . Sooooooooon, I'll meet myHoney's again. I'll never get sicked meeting them. Love myHioney's alot'z babyy.

Oke oke ... Heading my lazy boooty to my comfortable air conditioned BedRoooooom. Nights !

FIGHTER.

2010-02-07T07:45:00.000-08:00

I USED TO BE A FIGHTER, I FIGHT FOR MY RIGHTS. I'LL GO EITHER SMOOTH OR HARD. EITHER I SNATCHED OR TAKE I WILL ALWAYS WIN.
IVE LOST TREMENDOUSLY. I FAILED, IVE BEEN DEFEATED. JUST THE MAN I LOVED DEEP DOWN?

Ive stop my game alright!